Sunday, May 10, 2009 5:10 PM
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Isnt it tt ppl always say having nice memories is beautiful? then why..why is it tt memories are causing so much pain in my heart. i close my eyes..the image of u is so clear. ur laughter ur smile..u are smiling so happily with them. playin a fool. creating havoc. so someone pls tell me. why is all these so hurtful now?? they dun bring smile..they bring pains..and even tears.can u dun leave me? if right from the start..fallin for u is a mistake. then i dun wan to be right. jus let me be wrong. if missin u is actually a crime. then might as well grant me death penalty. when will be the next time we meet? or mayb..will i ever got the chance to see u again? if not..will u still rmb me in the near future? will u think of me when u are alone in a quiet night? do u even rmb my face..if u close ur eyes now?why?? why god wanna play such a cruel game on me? lettin u into my life and takin u away, jus like this. why mus things jus happen this way? i tried...a lot of times. to onli think of the bad things tt u had once done. i reckoned it to be a easier way to forget u. but i fail. i cant think of any bad things...its like they have gone with time..wad is leave behind..is onli ur good. and..i dun wan i dun wan u to leave.i beg u..come back plsss. i think i cannot take it anymore. i thought tt i was strong and tt i will be able to get over this pain in no time. but i was wrong. i cant do anything..but trap in this circumstances which is so harrowing.when will my tears stop?? i really miss u
Name~ Ching Man