Saturday, March 7, 2009 8:28 AM
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A MIRACLE HAD HAPPENED on me ystd. i am so totally surprise by it. omg.. who will have believe tt a 3 para essay with a no hope compre can get me a D for GP. goodness. Thank god. its a miracle..my result is too surprising. gosh.. jus now i had checked toady's date TWICE! to make sure tt its not a dream. yes yes..today its sat.(7th). ystd will be history. my A lvl result is fixed! and wonder why am i bloggin so early in the mornin? heh i m at work now. so tirin lar..i had so little sleep last nite. cant reallie wake up for work today. but well..i brought all the stuff abt uni which the sch give ystd. so later i can read abt it. and its the ONLY stuff abt uni which i have. cos i was so sure tt i will needa retake that i throw away everything abt uni which they give before the releasin of result. now sian..needa go search for everything again! -.- i dunno wad course to take...but i think i will choose something in business. yea. think my choice will be business business and still business. haha.ytsd is really,i mus say..filled with fixed emotions. on one hand. yea i m so surprise & shock with my result tt i cry on the spot when i see the result slip. on the other hand..i m sad cos i see ppl ard me feelin sad with their result and i dunno how to react.To you : I dunno why my mood is reallie affected by it. this sadness is much more than the one i had for any other ppl although ur result is not reallie consider as bad. i had always wish tt u will do better than me for this A lvl as i had told u before but my wish jus did not come true. I noe u wont be exactly happy with ur result at this moment too but i am reallie at a lost of wad can i sae to u. or mayb..u wont even wan to hear anything. i feel so useless now. U always appear to be strong. behavin as if u dun reallie give a damn to anything. I hope u reallie can dun take it too hard. of cos u will claim tt u dun reallie care if i go and ask u. but..wad i mean is seriously. i reallie dun wan u to feel sad...
Name~ Ching Man