Friday, March 23, 2007 6:48 PM
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Just return home from sch.. haizz..i dun like tt cca!! omg...chinese society or wadever it is..its damn siann and well..other than those J2 gals.. all the J2 bois seems like aliens to me.. =X.. Just feel so damn weird among them.. i dun like it.. but i had no choice. Due to H2 chinese..i had to join...arghh.. Actually..i feel veri bad lehx..it is like i am lookin down on tt cca. But realie lor.. to be truthful.. i feel shameful !! Omgg.. wad's wrong with me.? why am i thinkin this way?.
Fine.. i should be optimistic !!! Joinin this cca will give me a nice nice testimonial.. Thus..i will control my bad feelin abt this cca and give my best to it. Jia you!! =) lucky enuf..lynn is there too..she makes me feel more comfortable..hehes.
But then again...i still feel veri uncomfortable.. i got some kinda fear deep down within my heart. I am afraid tt he will look down on me after he find out tt i join this cca.. how, how, How???